Sometimes me I just have his nights
He can't love you, if he's with me
I just can't see
That he could be
A man with me
And then he goes home to you
Why won't he say that he thinks of you when he is with me
He says he wants me
When I'm in his arms and it is as if there is no one else
Is he making me decieve myself
Should I continue these moments of happiness
Or should I leave them
When he is holding you does he think of me
Or is it me
But your the one he gave his name too.
Soul Glow
Monday, January 26, 2009
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Living A Lie
Cuz we out here livin' a lie,
Out here livin' a lie,
I'm out here livin' a lie,
Why what makes you smile seem to make you cry
I'm out here livin' a lie,
I'm out here livin' a lie,
We out here livin' a lie,
Behind these smiles I'm really hurting
Inside-side-side-side oh no ,Inside-side-side-side oh no,
Inside-side-side-side oh no ,Inside-side-side-side I wana be true.
(Rihanna & The Dream)
Ever felt that you were living a lie? Ever been that person that they call after they leave the person they're with house? Or how about if he asks you which is better for her cramps advil or alieve? Knowing that while you were with him, he didn't do that for you. How can you go from being his sun to the ground that he walks all over? Then he only cares about the dirt on the ground when it gets on his news shoes. Then he goes home and washes it all away. Ever feel what it feels like to feel?
It feels worse than cheating because we're out here living a lie.
Behind these smiles I'm really hurting
Inside-side-side-side oh no,Inside-side-side-side oh no,
Inside-side-side-side oh no,Inside-side-side-side i wanna be true
I hear about his other relationship and it just aint true. I can't tell nobody how I feel, or how it is.
Inside. Inside. Inside. Inside. Inside. Inside.
I wanna be with you.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Hurt.
One thing my grandmother use to say was “when you laugh the world laughs with you, but when you cry the world laughs at you”. I just don’t understand how people can be so cruel to me and people that once loved me act like they don’t have a care for me in the world. I just can’t turn feelings on and off I’m not cold. Maybe I need to be colder hearted to fit in this world, full of all this confusion and heart break.
People don’t appreciate the type of person that I try to be. They take me for granted and think that I will always be there to fall back on. I won’t because I’m to hurt. I can’t keep helping people above helping myself. I need to just start putting myself first and not care about any one or anything because caring is showing weakness. Maybe if I was a boy I could understand, but I just can’t from where I stand.
Every time I let my guard down for a person they fail. Is it just me? Am I incapable of being happy? Is there no one there for me? That’s what it’s starting to feel like. I have to just not have it all there. I guess I’m looking for things in people that just aren’t there.
People don’t appreciate the type of person that I try to be. They take me for granted and think that I will always be there to fall back on. I won’t because I’m to hurt. I can’t keep helping people above helping myself. I need to just start putting myself first and not care about any one or anything because caring is showing weakness. Maybe if I was a boy I could understand, but I just can’t from where I stand.
Every time I let my guard down for a person they fail. Is it just me? Am I incapable of being happy? Is there no one there for me? That’s what it’s starting to feel like. I have to just not have it all there. I guess I’m looking for things in people that just aren’t there.
Monday, October 13, 2008
The Faces Of Friendship
Walk with me
down they way a friendship should be.
Smile with me
the way a friendship should smile.
Dance with me
even when we have no friendship music.
Text with me
even when we have no friendship to text about.
Sing with me
when I forget our friendship had a sound.
Face the faces of friendship with me.
Dedicated to Ashley.
down they way a friendship should be.
Smile with me
the way a friendship should smile.
Dance with me
even when we have no friendship music.
Text with me
even when we have no friendship to text about.
Sing with me
when I forget our friendship had a sound.
Face the faces of friendship with me.
Dedicated to Ashley.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Mother Of Mine
I just want everyone to take a moment and realize how important their Mother is.
Your mother will stand behind you when the world stands against you.
Your mother will talk to you when everyone else hates you.
Your mother will take a chance for you when your all chanced out.
Your mother will cry with you when the world made you cry.
Your mother should never be taken for granted for a second because that could be mins you lose with the best person in the world.
Your mother will wait for you when everyone else leaves.
Your mother will always be your mother even long after she is gone. Your still here, always remember she made you.
Your mother will stand behind you when the world stands against you.
Your mother will talk to you when everyone else hates you.
Your mother will take a chance for you when your all chanced out.
Your mother will cry with you when the world made you cry.
Your mother should never be taken for granted for a second because that could be mins you lose with the best person in the world.
Your mother will wait for you when everyone else leaves.
Your mother will always be your mother even long after she is gone. Your still here, always remember she made you.
Stay with me AWHILE
No. No. No. No.
I’m trying to say what’s in my heart. You won’t know unless you give it a try.
Understand me I love you. I’d rather die before, be I lie to you.
- 112
Through out our lives people come in and out. It’s not how often people come in your life, it is what they leave behind on your heart. Every time someone touches you they give a piece of themselves to you. Now it all depends on what you do with that piece that they give you shows the impact they have on your life.
Sometimes I feel like I’m a prisoner.
Trapped in many things that people think I should be. Living my life in a trap always wondering what I will do set of the next person off and make them walk away from me.
I’m in trouble.
Everyone wants me to be, to be is something I’m trying to be. To be is just to be me. Me.
He shot me through my soul, though my heart, oh and my mind still wont be fine.
But when I see you everything changes I just want to live my life engulfed in your arms. Your warm smile, stay with me a little while. Just forever and a day. I won’t ask for much.
I’m trying to say what’s in my heart. You won’t know unless you give it a try.
Understand me I love you. I’d rather die before, be I lie to you.
- 112
Through out our lives people come in and out. It’s not how often people come in your life, it is what they leave behind on your heart. Every time someone touches you they give a piece of themselves to you. Now it all depends on what you do with that piece that they give you shows the impact they have on your life.
Sometimes I feel like I’m a prisoner.
Trapped in many things that people think I should be. Living my life in a trap always wondering what I will do set of the next person off and make them walk away from me.
I’m in trouble.
Everyone wants me to be, to be is something I’m trying to be. To be is just to be me. Me.
He shot me through my soul, though my heart, oh and my mind still wont be fine.
But when I see you everything changes I just want to live my life engulfed in your arms. Your warm smile, stay with me a little while. Just forever and a day. I won’t ask for much.
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